When something is wrong with you. When you don't want anything. When you want to sing as loud as you can from your heart. But you can't, because you're not alone. you want to be free. You want to live some amazing time again, you wanna to feel like then... Like to re-live that night, when you felt so fucking happy. When I listen Kings + Queens, I just want to cry. I don't know why. BUT. "WE ARE THE KINGS AND QUEENS OF A PROMISE". I think I have no more words to say. But inside I'm full enough to describe how I'm feeling now.
Maybe there's a human, who is searching for me. Like someone said: "You have character, you will wait for something special, you will never live you life as slut, you will wait for the best. You will live your life." And, yes. I'm almost crying, because now on my playlist is K+Q. ;_;
THIS IS WAR! THIS IS WAR! THIS IS WAR!THIS IS WAR! THIS IS WAR!
Now it's just one day before the new year. Question 1: Years, you muddafugga, why are you running so fast??? Question 2: Why you just can't stop at the best moment in my life???
I believe in nothing. But the beating of our hearts. I believe in nothing. But the truth and who we are.
I want to write as long as I can, unfortunately, I have no minds about what to write. But I'm still full of everything.
HURRICANE! ♥
Well, It's almost the end of the year, and here I am. I don't want to celebrate it. I want to mourn it. I want to drown into the music, and never get up.
Why Jared is 40 years old? Daaamn. I'm 16, ok almost 17. STILL. I would... Never mind. He could be my father. OMT. If I would have father like him, I would be the most happy daughter in the world. and fans would be jealous! Muahhahahahaa! It's just a deep, good dream.
I still miss Mars guys.
"Jared is in India. Shannon in Mexico. Tomo in Los Angeles. And I live in fucking Narnia." - Specified to me.
Now I'm closer to the edge. I'm always on the edge. I want to jump down, and fly. I want someone to catch me. I want something impressive. I don't want to be that fucking, mindfucking kid, in school, with no life. I want to be FUCKING FREE. I want to live a dream.
I think, now I'm a little bit better. I've expressed myself a little.
NOW I"M FREE!
White Demon - San. - /S. - Sandra
